Dear Hubert

…come on Hubert step it up! No way we are getting to goal with you being so slow. 46.2# is good, don’t get me wrong. But sheesh! I was really hoping for over 50# by next week so we could stabilize and have some goodies for the birthday. Get the lead out!

Frustrated but hopeful, SewPixie

ps..OMFG I drove to work today…on the freeway…by myself…and didn’t hit anything…and didn’t cry. Have I mentioned how weird it feels that I am pretty okay driving now? Those that have known me the longest probably understand the best. ‘Scared to drive’ was just a part of my identity. Oh that’s Becca…she doesn’t drive. So much of life had to revolve around it. How am I going to get to X place? Do I need to beg for a ride? Do I take a bus…which route? Do I even try X activity because I’d need a ride to get there? Can I buy this at the store because it won’t fit on the scooter? How do I explain, again, to new people why I don’t drive? Blah blah blah. I’m just hoping that this means more good things to come.

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Blah blah blah

My sewing motivation ran off somewhere and I’ve been trying to find it. However, I’ve been knitting a lot and did some spinning today. Some gals from the yarn shop organized a Spin Out at a local park and it was lovely to spend some time outside with some crafty people.

Hubert is holding steady. The joys of hormones has it sort of stalled but not going into reverse. I might not hit my goal that I wanted before I go into stabilization but it should at least be close. More people are noticing the change and it is hard not to admit that feels good and helps keep me motivated. I’ve going to be going off the hcg for a bit so I can eat some goodies for my birthday and then go back for another round later on.

With some other things I go between feeling very encouraged to letting some people making me feel very discouraged. It really stinks and I know I need to let it go and just let to world take the course it wants.

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Answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything

Weightloss is at 42 pounds today! Go Hubert!

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